Twilight, Starlight
The Crimson Red
Touches The Greyish Blue
Its Swirls Like A Candy Floss
With Ray Of Light Peering Through
The Seven Colours Slides Across
Irony Irony
Yet A Sweet Surprise
Hidden Stars Out In The Sky
Silently Waiting For The Time To Shine
With Just Precious Seconds Away To Twilight
Say Goodbye To the Ray Of Light
And You Realise How Time Has Pass You By
Its a Good Day to Shine
Kai
Its My Turn To Fly
Its My Turn To Soar
Its My Turn To Let All Know That My Dream Will Come True
Dont Run Away
Dont Let It Go Too Soon
Build All The Bridges I Burn
And When The Sky Is Falling
I know You Be There With Me
Step Back And Hear You're Calling
I'll Let My Dream Go Far And Wide
Dear Diary...
Thursday, December 6, 2007
-6:39 PM
Everyone has a HeroEveryone has their very own hero, I've mine too. One of 'em, my earthly Dad..I believe that in most normal family (and in my case, a dysfunctional family), the children would love their parents very much. Not matter how their parents punished them, if the children are brought up rightly, the children will love the parents back when they grow up. I love my dad and mum very very much even though I never agree to their choice of divorce.
Today, I told my dad about my exam results, he is very furious when he heard that I flunk 3 out of 4 of my modules.. Honestly, I'm ashamed of myself too, having to study so hard, spending so much $$ on my education, and still fail, and comparing to the rest of my cousins, even my younger cousins who are already degree graduates. I feel like a black sheep in the big family. But anyway, that is not the most important thing, the main thing is I have let my dad down, my one hero in my life.. I feel so so small about myself..
I still remember a week ago when I MMS-ed him a photo of a 1 yr old me and my dad in the picture, and I heard that he was very happy and glad of me having been so thoughtful to MMS him happy birthday using that photo.
He is the one hero in my life that I look up to, no matter what he done in the past, he's my dad, my hero..
Now is the time of making a big decision, to take a big step forward, a time of transition, a time of change, I have alot to consider, but I know that the path of the righteous will always be made straight.
Kai, Jiayou!
